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Both Grief and Hope

On the day I called, you answered me;

my strength of soul you increased...Psalm 138:3 (ESV)

Sometimes I stop and stand in silence, taking a moment to reflect on what I am feeling. At times, naming my emotions can be an easy process. I am filled with joy in some moments...times when I am watching my children grow and discover new talents or new strengths...times when I am celebrating with friends.

There are other times when I am swallowed by grief...when I have lost a friend or a friend has lost a loved one...times when a tough diagnosis is being faced. Times when my community seems to be broken and hurting.

AT others times, however, I am moving between emotions, not sure which one is holding me back and which one is moving me forward. There are times when I am sitting with two strong feelings...when I have both hope and grief holding my hands.

I can grieve for a loss or for a situation I find myself or my community facing. I can grieve over uncertainty. Grief and fear can walk together through my soul and work to keep me wondering if love or joy or peace will ever return. I begin to fear people and places that have never stirred fear in me before.

Then there are times when I am walking with both grief and hope. I see all that is lost...I see the hurting...I see the wrongs. I also see the possibilities, though. I see the goodness and the love that is rising above the pain. I feel hope gripping my hand and hear my name being called as I look past the pain.

Grief still exists. It has not vanished from my life. Hurts still reappear...sorrow wakes with me some days. But hope is also nearby. Grief has not erased all love and joy and peace from my life. Hope dances in with new glimpses of people walking with moments to tell someone I love them.

We can know grief and still walk with hope...

Reflective Writing:

When have you felt strengthened in your faith? What gave you that feeling of becoming stronger or feeling renewed and hopeful again?

When you called out from a place of hurt or grief, how did God bring hope back into your life? What people help you find hope when you are struggling?

How have you been a source of hope for others?

Where Grace Found Me

When emptiness is all I feel,

you fill me…

become the breath

that sustains

and the pulse

that brings life

and the small

glimpse of light

that is enough…

enough to believe

there is more

and there is

a way…

and there is

something more…

and you become

a whisper that crosses

the room and meets me

in the place where I

was lost…

and that quiet voice

calls to me,

“Precious one,

you are never alone.”

And you catch my tears

and take my hand

and call my name

and guide me to

the light and I know then

that I am strong

and I am loved

and I am enough…

for where grace found me,

that’s where I found myself…

Poem by Chris Pepple ©2019

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This is sooo well written, I expressed exactly how i feel many days and months. I loss my oldest son four years ago, some days it hurts so bad, then on other days I have hope, i want to love and move forward. It's just a lot of mix emotions. However I came across Psalm 138:3 yesterday, and it spoke volumes to me, how GOD can make me bold with strength in my soul.......I just made me Fall In Love With GOD All Over Again.

Chris Pepple
Chris Pepple
27 de jun. de 2021
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I hope you continue to feel God's presence. I'm so sorry that you lost your eldest son. We carry grief, but we can also find hope. Thank you for sharing the verse that you found. Here's another verse that I like to hold on to: "As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you." Isaiah 66:13⁣ You hold on to all of the sweet memories with your child as God comforts you.

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